Woke up for my subuh prayer todae like alwaez..was unable to sleep thought...i am pissed, angry, furious....i sat patiently on the praying mat...thinking..dhikir..reflecting...everything happens for a reason either it is known or hidden from the human point of view. ...as it is i m so blessed...he gave me everything that i ask sincerely..even to the extend of giving me a man that is indeed so special...maybe what i am going thru now is a test from almighty allah ...maybe he wants to make my iman stronger..maybe he wants to test our relationship as of how true we are to each other..maybe allah wants to see how much i love allah by being patient and istiqha'mah in my dhua...maybe he wants me to see jaan in a diffrent point of view...after what happen just now...i promise in the name of allah that ..i was totally touched by what he said...he move me to tears...he make me so special in his eyes...he makes everything look and feel easy when i am with him...he calm my senses by reassuring me that he'll deal with the torns in my heart..n most importantly he make me feel that i have made the right desicion to be with him...i just love him...
psst...jaan if ure reading my blog..i just gotta sey to u that i need you to hold my hands tightly and never to let go of me forever....i am a girl that needs you by my side to make me a stronger person to face up to our obstacles together...
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