oLd iS gOlD....

Shall i say todae was a bomb! i didnt feel this much of happiness before for a very long time....the feeling was as if i was in my secondary school days...no worries and all fun kinda life..i still remember very vividly that i use to be sum1 that is super hyper! my life use to circulate on gym schedules, netball training, students councillor meetings and also my npcc training...i still rememember those daez where guys wuld go gaga over me despite the very fact that i was not at all bothered..i still dont understand y they wuld like me so much in fact i noe myself that i was kinda tanned in colour and frankly speaking i have no idea how to dress myself up...hahahaha...i still rememember on the 26 july 2005 it was my 15th bdae...i left malay lesson earlier on that faithful dae coz i need to get change into my jersey and be off to Singapore Sports School for a tournament...i got a...ummm...shall i say pleasent surprise from some1 that have alwaez love me sincerly in secondary school..joshuel bought me a teddy bear from his own pocket money which he save for the entire week...i was touched! when he gave me the teddy and confested that he love me at the bustop outside my school...i was stunned as i didnt wanna give him hope that i like him n stuff as i noe all a long i was being very friendly towards him becoz he was the oni guy frend that was very close to me then and was alwaez encouraging me to bring out the best in me in wateva i do..i said thank u, return the teddy back and rejected him...for the 1st time in my 15 years of life i made a guy cry for me...he was upset..some way or another the next dae he put the same teddy on my table and tiz time with a small note saying "the reason y i like u so much is bcoz ure alwaez smiling...can we still be frends?" i took the teddy and smile back at him...but then he never give up on me..that is something that i use to admire about joshuel..he is a catholic but he will go to the mosque every fridae with my malay guy frends just to impress me...n till todae he still doesnt noe that i was aware of his ways to attract my attention....the valentine dae song dedication which he made and sang especially 4 me infront of the entire school in the canteen where i was eating..choz, secret admirer love cards...u name it! hahaha...the whole entire school noes that josh likes me..teachers wuld disturb josh with me further more he sits beside me in class....hahaha...remembering such sweet event bring a wide smile on my face while passing by the same bustop that he confested...hahaha...so yeap mit up wit my netball school team mates juz now after werk while cummin back got stuck with them..ya i noe i m suppose to go badima house but mom and shaheen when out w/o me on top of that i feel that i wanted to have sumtyme on my own....they ask me out for a game....i was so excited!...it feels like ages seens i last played basketball..i went back home change n booh! off to the basketball court near my school....i took 804...while in the bus...lotsa things came in my mind...i was only thinking about how perfectly i have spend my teenage daez in that skool...frankly speaking i miss NORTHBROOKS SEC...i miss those uniform group, netball training, student councillor camps that we use to have in skool..if only i can reverse time i culd! n i wuld!...