what does tasneem reali wan....

I went out to orchard juz now with my lovely mum to meet up wit dear sister since she's werking in Paragon...had lunch with her over @ Ria nasi ayam penyet lucky plaza....i had fun shopping wit mum....she can be too nice a mum seriously...I LOVE YOU AMIJAAN!!!!....after doing all my nessessery stuff upon reaching home like alwaez i'll b on the net updating my blog..friendster, youtube, msn and also reading up on my post regarding islam....as i was resting on the sofa at my living room i was asking myself a very random question....Does musa love me? is he serious about me? i dont noe y but sometyme i feel that my love for him is like a one sided love thing....where i am the only one that is giving my best for this relationship to work out smoothly....musa claim and seys that he loves me...but i cant feel it?...he sey that he care for me...but i dont think so?..if he reali do care and show concern about me...have he ever msg me out of the blue asking me if i have eaten...wheather a nt i am fine and good...he is alwaez busy with other stuff but not with me..the only tyme in the whole wide world that he'll ever tink about me is when he's about to sleep...i am upset to the fact that i am not on his prirority list at all..he sey that i am part of his life...its a lie...i have alwaez been apart 4rm his life...bcoz everything in this world comes 1st b4 me..besides me...he never sey no to others but alwaes sey no to me y?..he can go JB till late at nite wit his frends and wit brother hafiz but he never will have tyme for me y?...i am sad, dissappointed....i feel like crying....the man that i love the most is doing this to me....i seriously feel the pain deep inside...DONT TASNEEM DESERVE LOVE 4RM THE MAN SHE LOVE? I AM THIRSTY FOR URE ATTENTION? I WAN U TO BE THERE FOR ME IN MY UPs N DOWNs...WHERE WERE U? YES I AM JEALOUS WHEN I SEE MY FRENDS BOYFREND TOKING TO THEM EVERY SINGLE DAY AT ANY TYME WITHOUT BEING ASK TO BE CALLED....juz nw just b4 i decided to blog my feelings...muzhaffar msg me....i gave him some advise regarding his future plan since he asked me...suddenly he msg me seying that"tasneem the guy that u have choosen to be ure boyfrend is indeed so lucky to have you b'coz ure smart and beautiful...ure every guyz dream girl...he must have reali appreciate you rite tasneem?" i cried immedietly after receving this msg 4rm muzhaffar....