WOW!!! like finally i m blogging again...fiuh! been busy with werk and my so lovely patients...werking as a nurse can be quite a challenge with irregular shifts n all...bt who cares for now i am defenitely enjoying myself doing bedside care, talking and understanding their slightest needs and wit such nice collegue to werk with its just a great experience for me......hehex...chey wa...LOL!!! back to serious matter...yesterdae i koled hubby...i am reali happy that he is recovering from his wisdom tooth surgery..alhamdulilah..they is no words that i can describe how happy i am for him....as we were toking yesterdae....suddenly jaan asked me a random question which i felt something is not right....he ask me...."Baby u have confidence in me""i need to be prepared for a break up in the near future" i dont get it..i have no idea y he say such a thing yesterdae but i just felt uneasy about it...from the 1st dae that we are together u have alwaes been some1 that is very close to me...and i dare to promise that u r the only man
which i look upon as my husband...i thought u use to tell me that you have confident that our relationship will work out...so y the sudden change of mind jaan?..what happen to ure strong desire of wanting to marry me that u used to have?..did i do something wrong? or was it bcoz we tend to argue about some stuff?...isnt it normal that we have diffrent views on some matters..thats presiously y we r attracted to each other jaan...
psst: i wish i wish i wish upon the stars...that i culd hug u tight and tell you i love you the way u are...ALLAH....i mean every single word that i said that u stole my heart from me, i am for you, i need you etc...u noe that i m serious about what i preach...if only i can steal you from every1 for just 1 dae i wuld bring you to an island where there is only u and me....i got this feeling that musa is the only man that will take me seriously till last breath escape my lips....insyallah...ameen..
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