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iT wAs MeNd To hApPen...

Been uptight with night shift for the past few daes...night shift was great fun and exciting besides the fact that i loss my beloved mobile....seriously i feel at loss w/o my mobile...i reali m so very attach to my phone for the past 1 year 10 months...and sunddenly its loss...OH GOD...i will so do anything to get my phone back la...its so much of sweet memories in it...maybe its mend to happen...i rhe'do...i juz gotta think positive...watever bad events that is gonna happen in my life have been out from my life just like the phone...like wat my dad said....i love u dad...u r the bestest dad in the whole universe...i am so lucky to have u as my dad..u alwaez make me smile by giving me great advises, craking jokes and the best part is whenever i have a very tough decision to make regarding my future..its alwaez u that i look forward to..ure my idol dad...a man with few words but lotsa action....u never sey how much amijaan, shaheen and myself mean in ure life but u alwaez choose to show one such incident which i still remember so vividly was on that faithful night amijaan and myself were just joking about wanting to eat briyani and murtabak 4rm zamzam and it was alredi late at nite u still choose to go out to buy it....to think about wat u have done for us...i own u duniya and also akhirat...

Yesterdae after coming back from my nite shift...i slept for about 4 hours and i was force to wake up to dolly up..coz dadajaan have to report to changi airport @ 5...i dragged myself to the toilet and to the dressing table....i have no idea why i wore this grand brown dress yesterdae...maybe it was a random pick 4rm my wardrobe i was to lazy to pick any other dress and since the brown dress caught my eyes so ulala.....i koled musa like i expected he got sumting on that dae...so life still have to move on w/o him rite..after putting down the phone...i ate mcdonald...weee...i just m so in love with mcdonald whenever i am feeling down mcdonald have alwaez make my dae...so then mum and i took the bus to T3 mit shaheen in the airport...dadajaan and all my cuzzins and relatives was alreadi there waiting for us eagerly...i start to salam them one by one...hahaha...so funny...there were asking me many questions regarding my life and all...the way they put the sentence is like as if when m i guin to be a big gerl blablabla.....and by looking at their sons it just make me feel so turn off..i mean they r good looking but nah no something something reaction....hehex...chey..so then i had lotsa fun carrying my baby gerl summayah...i felt like her mum hahahahx..she was so into me yesterdae..no wan was able to make her sleep exept for me....i feed her milk and sang her hasbi rabbi she was sound a sleep then....my baby boyfriend ameen was jealous...so then i bough him to secret recipe bought him cheese cake there we had a 'romantic time together' hahahaha....he and all his pre skool storeies....make me feel like a small gerl...after which time for dada to go in....i salam dada hug him tight and gave him a kiss on his forehead...i m gonna miss dada a lot...for the 1st tyme in my life i saw dada cried while hugging and kissing dadi...i noe exactly what he felt...this is the 1st tyme dada is guin outstation w/o dadi...and definetly he'll miss all his children, grandchildren and also his great grandchildren...i dhua that dada will go safely and come back safely.....

Todae...its just not my dae...i have a terrible flu, sore eyes, ulcer and m running a fever...

I WANT TO RECOVERY A.S.A.P!!!

what does tasneem reali wan....

I went out to orchard juz now with my lovely mum to meet up wit dear sister since she's werking in Paragon...had lunch with her over @ Ria nasi ayam penyet lucky plaza....i had fun shopping wit mum....she can be too nice a mum seriously...I LOVE YOU AMIJAAN!!!!....after doing all my nessessery stuff upon reaching home like alwaez i'll b on the net updating my blog..friendster, youtube, msn and also reading up on my post regarding islam....as i was resting on the sofa at my living room i was asking myself a very random question....Does musa love me? is he serious about me? i dont noe y but sometyme i feel that my love for him is like a one sided love thing....where i am the only one that is giving my best for this relationship to work out smoothly....musa claim and seys that he loves me...but i cant feel it?...he sey that he care for me...but i dont think so?..if he reali do care and show concern about me...have he ever msg me out of the blue asking me if i have eaten...wheather a nt i am fine and good...he is alwaez busy with other stuff but not with me..the only tyme in the whole wide world that he'll ever tink about me is when he's about to sleep...i am upset to the fact that i am not on his prirority list at all..he sey that i am part of his life...its a lie...i have alwaez been apart 4rm his life...bcoz everything in this world comes 1st b4 me..besides me...he never sey no to others but alwaes sey no to me y?..he can go JB till late at nite wit his frends and wit brother hafiz but he never will have tyme for me y?...i am sad, dissappointed....i feel like crying....the man that i love the most is doing this to me....i seriously feel the pain deep inside...DONT TASNEEM DESERVE LOVE 4RM THE MAN SHE LOVE? I AM THIRSTY FOR URE ATTENTION? I WAN U TO BE THERE FOR ME IN MY UPs N DOWNs...WHERE WERE U? YES I AM JEALOUS WHEN I SEE MY FRENDS BOYFREND TOKING TO THEM EVERY SINGLE DAY AT ANY TYME WITHOUT BEING ASK TO BE CALLED....juz nw just b4 i decided to blog my feelings...muzhaffar msg me....i gave him some advise regarding his future plan since he asked me...suddenly he msg me seying that"tasneem the guy that u have choosen to be ure boyfrend is indeed so lucky to have you b'coz ure smart and beautiful...ure every guyz dream girl...he must have reali appreciate you rite tasneem?" i cried immedietly after receving this msg 4rm muzhaffar....

BaBy Is sCaReD...

WOW!!! like finally i m blogging again...fiuh! been busy with werk and my so lovely patients...werking as a nurse can be quite a challenge with irregular shifts n all...bt who cares for now i am defenitely enjoying myself doing bedside care, talking and understanding their slightest needs and wit such nice collegue to werk with its just a great experience for me......hehex...chey wa...LOL!!! back to serious matter...yesterdae i koled hubby...i am reali happy that he is recovering from his wisdom tooth surgery..alhamdulilah..they is no words that i can describe how happy i am for him....as we were toking yesterdae....suddenly jaan asked me a random question which i felt something is not right....he ask me...."Baby u have confidence in me""i need to be prepared for a break up in the near future" i dont get it..i have no idea y he say such a thing yesterdae but i just felt uneasy about it...from the 1st dae that we are together u have alwaes been some1 that is very close to me...and i dare to promise that u r the only man

which i look upon as my husband...i thought u use to tell me that you have confident that our relationship will work out...so y the sudden change of mind jaan?..what happen to ure strong desire of wanting to marry me that u used to have?..did i do something wrong? or was it bcoz we tend to argue about some stuff?...isnt it normal that we have diffrent views on some matters..thats presiously y we r attracted to each other jaan...

psst: i wish i wish i wish upon the stars...that i culd hug u tight and tell you i love you the way u are...ALLAH....i mean every single word that i said that u stole my heart from me, i am for you, i need you etc...u noe that i m serious about what i preach...if only i can steal you from every1 for just 1 dae i wuld bring you to an island where there is only u and me....i got this feeling that musa is the only man that will take me seriously till last breath escape my lips....insyallah...ameen..

EiD 2008...

I had loads of fun guin out with family for eid visiting....
let the picz do the toking.....

Mrs musa in white...

Miss Dimple Of the Year...

my lovely sis

hey thats uz again...vain pots...

lookin fierce..hmmmm...

Bluekx!!!

Tasneem loves her family....

Grandparentz n uz

TATZ ALL FOLK!!!! INSYALLAH THEY'LL BE MORE TO COME.....

NiTe Of EiD wiTh HubBy...

alhamdulilah todae is alreai the 30th fasting dae....n tomorrow is gonna be a big dae for me..i cant wait...with so many happy events happening in my life now...i swear to allah that i m indeed blessed...what more can i ask almighty allah he have given me the opportunity to get to know one of his best creation of man to share my ups and downs of my life...what i can tell about my jaan so far he is definitely one in a million...n yes3..indeed i m choosen by allah to be part of his life...So well started the dae with a big smile like alwaez..like the saying goes..when there's all smilez there's tasneem...woke up a little late thout due to cleaning and stuff..fiuh! finally its over....manage to kol jaan n tok to him...I MISS HIM!!! i think he reali culd sense that i am missing him so terribly and he came up with the idea of mitting me up over at geylang...i wanted to mit him so much but i was afraid that i wuld trouble him...since he insisted i relent to him....so yap...didnt fast todae...but then there was nothing to eat at home as well...so i juz drank water n thats it...ummi when to get all her food stuff at chong pang together with my sis...they came back at about 6+...they must be dead beat...after so called breaking fast..my sis n myself dress up and make our way to the MRT..i met jaan @ about 8 +guin to be 9 around there...saw habib..hahaha...he and his stories...like forever...we had fun taking pictures,eating and toking nonsense...buying stuff and bargaining...the dae was a WOW!!! untill of course the imam saw us n all...OOPPZZ!! so yap he koled jaan n complain....bla3...didnt expect imam to be so orthodox...like alwaez it must be Jahangir and he's so BIG MOUTH again....sometyme i wonder my love story with musa is indeed like some of the hindustani movies i watch...musa being the hero of the movie..me the heroin, Jahangir the villain and of course almighty allah the sole director of our lives..hahahahax...we ended the dae with jaan sending us to the taxi stand n giving us cash for the cab..i felt bad taking his money..i m sorry jaan...walhal it was all my fault that we got delayed and missed the last train...something for sure is tyme reali flies when i spend tyme with hubby...

TASNEEM IS SOOO INTO MUSA!!!!